EnvyIs it deniable? The envy that hangs in my heartThat makes us pretend to be what we're notNobody understandsThe true feelings I haveIt eats at my heart, it eats at my soulIt started in high school and has yet to goThe envy that I believed would complete meIn this day and ageIt's only beauty that attractsHe who is an eye-catcher, he who is heartthrobOnly leaves me with a hole in my soulAnd lost prideTalents are things that came from heavenBlessed are those, who possess these qualitiesThey have the ability to enjoy and be successfulAnd not be like me, whose talents are untruthfulThere are people who have truly g